Ten years ago, I had "friends" who thought that my hubby and I wouldn't last. They saw us through our first break up and apparently thought it was inevitable that another break up would be in our future. I think that is why the song "You're Still the One" by Shania Twain was "our song". No matter what Peter and I have gone through, he is always the one that I wanted.
Throughout our ten years of marriage and couple years of dating, I've always wondered if Peter was strong enough to be my man. I'm not an easy person to live with. I love rules and structure. I like things "just so". I have my own temper tantrums and I'm used to being spoiled. When I'm upset, I shut down and want to hide under the covers and not talk about it. I turn the music up and tune out the world around me. "When I’ve shown you that I just don’t care, when I’m throwing punches in the air" it means that I care the most.
I am loud. I am emotional. I can never seem to tuck it all inside. Through my imperfections, he has always stayed at my side. He doesn't always understand me, but he is there... quietly .... patiently... loving me. Always loving me.
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